Family?

We went to KLCC to meet up with his family members at San Francisco's Coffee. We headed to Madam Kwan's cafe to have our lunch. His dad is a very good tailor in Johor Bahru and his mum is a very good housewife. The eldest sister is Jaime, which is pretty and engaged, second was his brother San Nien, with knowledges from Australia and Singapore, and second sister, Racheal (Rachel) a cute sister and lastly my dear Fylix Chong! Who just graduated with me and now having lunch together (:

Was a little surprised when his dad asked how long were we together and I answered after tomorrow it's the fifth month. Oh well, friendly nice family but I was too shy, so I just kept quiet till they asked me some questions :x

Went for a little shopping at Marks & Spencer, Zara, Isetan and Mango and they bought some stuffs back. A little disappointed cuz' they didn't get to eat what my b kept saying that the Wantan Mee at Sungai Besi that taste way way way way amazing.

Yummy hand cooked chips with smokey BBQ flavour.

*thumbs up!*

 Cookies! Must try this cuz' this is too yummy to be true! xD

*double thumbs up!*

Oh ya, a little small gift from his mum.

Godiva Chocolate. (:

Anyway, was very very happy with your family with some laughters all along the way. I will someday visit JB with you like what your mum somehow invited and as your dad said that it's fun and pretty there. Lol.

Graduation

YES! I finally graduated! From all the hard works that I've done has finally got me passed and continue my steps to complete the path of my dreams. Although neither best stage design nor top student awards are won, but I'm still very happy with what I've done and graduated with all my special ones, Fylix Chong (my beloved), Zen Chong (son), Chua Chee Cai (SFH :x, Ks.Lgd.Ice Pro), Cindy Gwee (chopstick sista) and my fellow classmates. Also my family put many pressures on me on coming back late and sleeping and doing things at imba times but now that I've gone through everything, it worths. (:

 My evil twin sister, Cindy! ♥

My classmate, Ferry!

The gang of us with Ferry joining us ;)

Chua Chee Cai (Ice), Zen Chong, Ferry, Cindy, Fylix (B), Ivy (Me)

As I walked the stage, got my certificate and posed for a group photo, it felt so "done" that's the only word that I can say. Now that I'm free from stress and heavy shoulders, all I want now is live a normal life and be happy with everyone and stay with the person I loved. By the way, my parents gave me a bouquet of pink roses too. (:

Me with Cindy twin sista and used to be a friend, top student of Interior Design, Monica. ♥

Three-quarter of Interior Design students! ♥♥

I've been introduced to his family on that day and so does him. It's just that the feedback were just so so I guess. Got invited for lunch tomorrow and off they going back to Johor Bahru. I'm extremely tired and gotta jump onto my bed and sleep with whatever patterns I have. Ciaos, buds. Loves.

♥♥♥♥♥ With lotsa love. ♥♥♥♥♥

♥ . xoxo . ♥

Just bare with the tired look cuz' we rushed our works for a few nights and days with minimum sleeping hours. 

Burst

Fuck fuck fuck! All you do is to fuck every time I came back late because I was stuck on my work. Waiting for me downstairs? Pathetic. You wanna see a guy or a girl sent me home? Yeah it's a guy so what? This world besides male and female, what else do we have? You want an animal, ghost or any objects to send me home? Or you prefer cops to send me home like you watch those movies? I came home late you fuck but don't fuck me that I lied that I'm rushing my work that I'm seriously working on it hard. You don't believe then don't fucking come for my graduation and don't talk so much. Just wanna see me eh? Fuck you, and I don't think I wanna see you that often cuz' you're making me sick for not even concern on my studies on what am I studying and acted like you did. Oops forget to tell you that umm when you rushed to my school that day just to clarify your stupid ego brains in the staff room, lecturers laughed at your clarification which as if like I'm the only one facing all this shit problems. Wake up dude! Which world and era you're still in?

Makes me feel regret so much for telling you guys that I'm gonna graduate and invited you guys and you said "Do we have to attend?" Then should I just say "I lied?". Hmm, I think I should just graduate alone, fast, and get out of this country and your boundary to search for my own life. I won't be concerning so much on you guys anymore which making me even more sick.

There goes mum's turn, Hi! You're concern I know not much thing about you but once you told me that people told you about the Facebook status which says that I'm engaged, it's like OMG! Fuck you adults have no brains? I thought you business guys have very smart brains but without EQ? Damn. Believing every shits from Facebook it's like so damn brainless. Believe it or not is your choice, it's okay, but telling or asking my parents or not I don't think there isn't any choice? Why don't you just ask directly from me? Wait wait wait.. Or maybe you shouldn't ask at all cuz' its wasting everyone's time. Seriously, heard this from my mum I don't know whether I should have laughed out loud or got stunned.

Maybe next week I'll change it to married and in five to nine months time I'll change it to "pregnant" (if they have :P) and then after nine months then I'll just write my son/daughter's name there. BELIEVE IT LA DUMBFUCKS!

Moody

Can anyone give an answer for all the questions that I had in my head now? It's like.. I don't know what wrongs I did and I got fucked up. I didn't even wore a dress that I should have worn tonight for my best friend's party which I don't feel like wearing dress so I just wore a normal casual wear as it is. I went to Jogoya at Starhill, after all the rush and the jams around KL roads with stupid traffic polices, I just ate a few things which costs me RM57. It's okay but I still chat with you through messaging with my phone while I'm eating unless I'm grabbing food around. I still can't see what's wrong. You told me you were jealous, but this party is my best friend's that I never rejected. I know my ex went together, but I was all the while in a chaotic situation which it's hot, stuffy and noisy. I replied every single message of yours after I've received. Till this end, I still don't see any wrong. Yes there are some pictures of me and him in a group photo which is just next to each other and one is one-by-one picture but I can swear that I never hugged or kissed or did anything which is very wrong to the relationship. I was jealous about you chatting with your ex happily in front of me in the Live Messenger, I did nothing and I tried to control myself silently I walked to hid in the room. You found me and you knew I was jealous and you've tried to make me happy and then I did tried to think open-minded-ly. Maybe you're just thinking too much but when I asked you out, you said you don't wanna cuz' I invited you in the last minute. Or maybe I was being too harsh on you by asking you not to drink and smoke which you usually do. I don't think I've got the right rights to stop you from what you usually do and although if I did, it's just a kiss in the air. Sigh, I really don't know what to say about but no offence that it is definitely not a blame. MOODY is the word of the week for me now.

FML? No, I FYL!

I thought I've said and I've even told and even INFORMED you guys that I'll be doing my work at my friend's place and I would be coming back late at night many times ago. Yet, this morning as I came back at 5.00am+ you fucked me up because you think I lied that I'm fooling around in their house. Can you fucking understand how much work I have and how college life is? Do you have a fucking brain to not compare your age's college and today's college? Have you seen a designer's life is easy than making other people's life easy? Do you even fucking understand what a designer does? What to install into a good CPU to render fast and good and do I have it? You answer me all this and if I have all this I don't even need to go over to my friend's place. First of all, discussions and you complained that phone bill and electricity bill was too high. Now that I'm going there to do everything and saved more time dialing phones and shits, you asking me what do you think your home is? Hotel? Fuck you. I work till late night. I only work at night and why? Because it's fucking noisy in the morning and do you think people like you need inspirations? Need to think of new ideas each time when you design something? You think I'm studying business?! You calling your own "daughter" as PROSTITUTE just because I do my work at night and coming back late? Shit brains. Don't fuck my life up and my dream to accomplish this course. Why don't you do your stupid research and ask around than come to me and say that you wanna understand what I'm learning. I prove to you what I'm learning and what I'm doing in both hard and soft copies and you said you don't wanna see but instead following me to college later on. FINE I'll fucking bring you to college and ask my lecturer what am I doing and my progressions! You don't even fucking believe your own daughter then why must I believe you? You wanna do your stuff your problem la. Hello, I'm 19 now and I've never went clubbing before and I've only stayed bloody ONCE in a friend's house when I work till too late last time. Isn't that good enough being so fine at 19?! I don't know what your brains are full with stupid craps that you always read in newspapers and imagine that yourselves and maybe you just want me to be THAT LUCKY. Typing all this shits about both of you is tiring and I'm not gonna continue typing because my fingers are tired and so as my eyes.

Conclusion,
my life got fucked when I, use too much electricity, didn't sleep, sleep too late, come back late, sleep too much, working at night, work too much, being lazy when I'm free. You don't understand then bug off my life than asking me do you guys have to come for my graduation. I don't even need you guys to be there. Seriously, I'm fucking tired of you guys being such like only you're the only one working harshly on something than the others. YOU DON'T FUCK MY LIFE THIS TIME. I FUCK YOURS!