Happy Birthday Zhong!

Happy happy happy birthday to you, How Wei Zhong! You're one year older now. Be good and listen to your mummy. :) Sorry that I couldn't join your full day party on ice-skating and movie because I've got a moral class to attend and furthermore it's an exam! SORRY!

Here are the photos. Too bad some pictures I've tried to fix the brightness of it but this is the best I could to keep the pictures' quality. By the way it's at Gaga Garden, Bukit Jalil.

From top left lane to top right lane to bottom left lane and finally to bottom right lane.

Chee Yong, Tony, Eric, Woon, Jen Chung, Yao, Kai, JC's friend (sorry I don't know your name ><"), Tuck Yik, Elaine, Ivy, Tiffany, Phoebe, Zhong, Anne, Ee Quin, Keng Sein, Darren.

Happy Birthday How Wei Zhong! Have a blast and all the best!

White Valentines

It's White Valentines day! Where this time males give gifts to females. As promised that he failed to make it on the Valentines day which he thinks that it's very inconvinient and not special at all, he made it today where he's bringing me to The Garden's GSC (Golden Screen Cinema) Signature to watch "Remember Me" premierly :D

Our tickets with a total of RM42 just for the movie. Besides that we've even bought some food to much inside which cost around that price either and I think the whole thing nearly cost us RM100 @@

Blue for White Valentines :P

Happy White Valentines! :)

Tony's Mansion

Came back from hometown today and went to my best friend, Tony's house. What a rush. Went there and gamble gamble gamble like we've used to it last time. Not many of us went but I can say only close ones went :)

Phoebe came too! It means she camwhored together with Tiffany (Li Wei) and me! :P

Tiffany, Phoebe and I at the first floor while the guys were playing pool :)

Then, we went to that comfy comfy carpet to continue our camwhore session :D 

 Me and Tiffy :) she's skinny I know.

The camwhorer Phoebe and I :P

Oops a little blur on the left.. Right's is clear but there's shadows of my hand and the camera! hmph!

Let's try some flash which makes our skins look more like made of plastic :S

Me and Phoebe so called "modelling" :P

and then me and Tiffy. I know I looked a bit over ><"

it's us again but this time more proper :)

Ah~ Lying on that furry carpet. Nice~

Oh ya, credit for Siew Ping on this pic ;)

Me and Tiff's LALA post. xD

and

last but not least..

Phoebe and I in the car as Zhong is the driver of WSH 973. :)

Okay okay no more camwhore but heading to GDB to meet up with Tuck Yik, Kai and Yao for Chinese New Year dinner among friends. :D

Chee Yong, you're singing with lotsa passion!

Zhong, don't show me your sombong face kay? Imma punch your face!

Phoebe "fatt hao" *proven*

Love their long legs @@

Me and homie Kai! :)

Oh my god, look what song are they singing.. =="

Rasa sayang hey! Rasa sayang sayang HEY!

Really no eye see.

Chinese New Year & Valentines Day

This year's Chinese New Year OR Valentines Day is kinda special because they're both on the same day! :) Well some pictures on getting some ang paos (red packets) from my aunt because she's a new wedded couple and we're gonna get double from her. Teehee~

Double is good! Double happiness :D

Ken receiving from my aunt..

My eldest uncle's son Wilson :)

The couple and my youngest silly uncle :)

Last but not least, a cute picture of him :P

After that, my family and I went back to Sungai Pelek, which is my hometown for more angpaos. Catch ya later.

Hereby wishing Chow Ee Quin "Happy Birthday and hope we still keep in touch"! Also, wishing everyone Happy Chinese New Year, get more ang paos and Happy Valentines Day. Even if you don't have a companion, don't be upset because being single is also a very happy thing :)

Chinese New Year Eve

It's Chinese New Year Eve! Every family will have their reunion dinner together which every one "lou sang" together :D

Preparing for lou sang.. and my mum looks like she can't wait for it =="

Mum's calling everyone to gather :)

Lou ah lou ah!!

My uncle purposely took this picture for my aunt who got just got married and this year she has to eat with her husband's family. Wanna eat? AH~~

By the way, would like to wish my old best friend of mine, Carol Lee Siew Wei "Happy Birthday" and have a blast although now as we've grown up, we had not been close but still wish you all the best! :D

Untitled.

I've already indirectly pointed you what I want and I think I even told you when you've asked. Since you can live without me already why should I continue with you? You're not afraid that my answer is no. It's you lost the feeling also. If you really still care, whenever I asked where were you and who were you with you won't be answering "out" and "friends". Is the person and place nameless till you have no idea what is it called? These days I keep asking you because I just wanna return your shirt that you left it in my house as I wanna clear everything in my house. THAT already indirectly pointing that I wanna see you but you still don't want to. It's okay, fine. Now you wanna meet me? I won't. The last time we met is the last time we meet each other. I don't wanna see your fucking face anymore. I wasted so much things on you let it all be a bad lesson to me that I've learnt. You want me to go for tomorrow's karaoke session? "If you wanna see me then go tomorrow." What does this actually means? Yes, I agree I missed you eversince I never met you for days and sorry, it doesn't mean that I can't really live without you. It's just a matter of time I need to calm myself down from you. And YOU stop buggering around me. I don't need to respect your "wants" eventhough I left you. You don't have to fuck my friends that I've joined for any occasions. You said you're starting your college soon on March, which college is it? Sunway? Great, now you'll have great time with her. If you wanna leave me just tell me. Don't have to find back-ups to cover me. I won't and don't like to snatch "you" away from "her". What ever tricks you're gonna do I ain't wanna fall for it anymore. You think you went to those club or pub or wherever you went doesn't need any payment so what? It's not you but them. You say you're not gonna let down your mum and your family. Okay fine again, you've made it worse as you can't see what you're doing. This is not that I care for you that much but just a damn reminder to you that, as I've told you before if you still continue your "normal lifestyle" soon I'll see you not living. The more I love you, the more pissed I get. FYI I know what I'm doing is right or wrong it means that I know what I did right and what I did wrong. Don't tell me that I didn't give you chance this time. I gave but you wasted it in many ways that I can't seem to count with my fingers. Have thought of patching up that night but you've made it gone wrong. Or maybe it's fated to be? You want me to come tomorrow right? Let me slap you in front of all of them then I'll join.

FUCKMYLIFE.

朋友到底是什么?

什么是朋友? 一个朋友是不是那种旁其他人丧我的心? 才昨晚你和我在谈这我的事情和答应我今天的事 你今天就和他一起出去? 这些是什么意思? 你昨晚才对我说些让我对他没那么生气 那你现在在干吗? 我不生他的气那你要我生气你了? 我不介意.. 如果你不会答应人一件事 那就别随便答应. 我最讨厌就是答应了东西 没做成! 算了吧管你们那么多.. 我会自己找我自己的生活! 真讨厌!

而你, 别再烦我! 我真的给你气到半死了! 要就你慢慢等 不要就别烦我! 就算你还爱我那又怎样? 你让我太失望了. 对我来说, 你做男友做到很失败! 总之别再烦我, 你有你的生活 我有我的.

特别的一天

虽然我和你没了, 如果我们有今天的一天就是我们的半年周年了. 而且我没忘过这一天,29号, 应为对我来说是有很多好和不好的记忆. 算了吧...

哭过就好了

不喜欢怀疑什么 并不表示我没有感受

bu xi huan huai yi shen me, bing bu biao shi wo mei you gan shou

看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同

kan ni wei miao de bian hua, man man bu tong

我不是生气 只是心痛

wo bu shi sheng qi, zhi shi xin tong

最讨厌被误会了 但越解释越觉得难过

zui tao yan bei wu hui le, dan yue jie shi yue jue de nan guo

你可以说人会变 但不能说 你会这么做是我的错

ni ke yi shuo ren hui bian, dan bu neng shuo, ni hui zhe me zuo shi wo de cuo

哭过就好了 伤都会好的

ku guo jiu hao le, shang dou hui hao de

这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍

zhe yang xiang xin suo yi shen hu xi zhe ge she

爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手

ai shi wei le yong bao, wei le qian shou

不是为了争吵 为了调头

bu shi wei le zheng chao, wei le diao tou

哭过就好了 痛都会走的

ku guo jiu hao le, tong dou hui zou de

记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的

ji yi you xian, suo yi ta hui tao tai huai de

失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩

shi mian ting ge, xiang nian sui ran ku se

还是谢谢你让我长大了

hai shi xie xie ni rang wo zhang da le

越多美好堆叠的过往

yue duo mei hao dui ji de guo wang

想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤

xiang wang jiu de tui dao geng da de bei shang

要找勇气却不在口袋或手上

yao zhao yong qi que bu zai kou dai huo shou shang

但它一定在我身上某个地方

dan ta yi ding zai wo shen shang mou ge di fang

Doesn't like to suspicious but it doesn't mean that I've no feelings

Watching you changing slowly to a different person

I'm not angry but disappointed

Most hated to be misunderstood but the more explanations, the more disappointment

You can say that humans will change but you can't say that whatever you did this is my fault

Pain relieves after crying

I believe this than giving out deep breath

Love is all about huggings and holding hands

Not arguements and regrets

Pain relieves after crying

Memories are limited that's why bad memories overtakes

Although listening to songs during insomnia is torturing

Just to thank you for making me grow up

The more beautiful memories stacked

Would have more sadness to overcome when erasing memories

Do find the courage but not from your hands in your pocket

Thus, it's all around me

如果我能哭完之后心情会好一点哪有多么好呢...

可是为了你而泪值得吗?

这首歌是满室和我现在的心情

也希望你下次会有跟好的一天

应为我知道我们不会在一起了

如果我们真的在一起来过, 结果也是不便的...

就让我最后一次跟你道歉在我所做错的事情

对不起, 再见!

Stopped.

After 11 days of your birthday, I broke up. Though I've seen and knew some of your family member, I still prefer to be "away" from you. Many sad memories are still kept in my mind till one day which is now that I can't stand anymore and that's why I insist to. You've asked me "Are you sure that there's no memories that can keep us together again?" for a few times and yes there's but I don't wanna follow what I've did previously and made myself regret very much. Yes, you've also complained that I'm demanding and I agreed but I just want you to know what's the reason behind what I'm doing. It's not that I don't wanna give you freedom but you've just misused your freedom that you have when you're fifteen.

Now as I'm typing this, it's my first day of being single again. I hope that our final break up is a lesson for you. Being as single is a much better that you don't have to listen to a partner of yours, don't have to pay double for what you're actually paying for, and you can have more fun. Trust me. As for feelings, you said you loved me more than I love you. Then, who's the one giving more true love and care? Living in a normal life as what people do like study, active and outings in the morning and sleeps at night.

So, everything seems to turn into dusts now. You have your way and I'll have mine. Good luck and all the best. Thank you for respecting my decision.